UPDATE: Too intense… had to seek refuge…. FREAKED ME OUT… Peace’d Out
What does a healthy relationship look like? I’m not sure because I don’t think I have ever been in one. I’ve been seeing this gentlemen and been taking things suuuu-per sloooooow, because I am a little skittish (ok not a little A LOT). He is super nice and he makes me laugh until I practically wet my pants.
He seems to be head over heels for me, just doing lots of nice things. He even said the “L” word, which made me pause. It is not that I am not there yet, I just don’t want to make myself vulnerable.
Last week he offered to take me to California for a concert…..
Last week he left a cute kittie card on my desk…….
On Monday, I received the most beautiful flowers ….
On Thursday, I received a cute t-shirt from his trip to Florida…..
Today, I received a box of Shari’s Berries at work……
I am such a giver….. I have a hard time receiving, it almost makes me uncomfortable. I know it shouldn’t, but I am kind of sad, almost like I don’t deserve any of this or his attention. I know I am PMS’ing so it might be I just feel like I am in a Hallmark Commercial.
So far…… I think he is pretty Ah-Mazzzing…..